January 2010
28 posts
go listen to daniel johnston
Listen up and I’ll tell a story About an artist growing old Some would try for fame and glory Others aren’t so bold Everyone, and friends and family Saying, “Hey! Get a job!” “Why do you only do that only? Why are you so odd? We don’t really like what you do. We don’t think anyone ever will. It’s a problem that you have, And this...
how
how can i enjoy right now, worrying about tomorrow
Matthew 6:25-34
took a walk today
its cold out there
but the sky is so blue, i wish i brought my camera, its beautiful out there, i wish i knew whether or not i worked so i could just walk for while
Japan, a few blows to the heart, fading friends
11 more months to go, fricken bring 2010
dance
i do not like the idea that life is a choreographed dance, nor do i like the idea that we are just bouncing around trying to find meaning, i do how ever believe that when we happen to collide we collide with purpose, we should live our lives in such a way that we affect those we meet, even if we meet them briefly, a hello, a smile, a quick helping hand, little things can go a long way, ithis dance...
growing up
and leaving home
really leaving home im in japan. you miss things you didnt think you would miss, there where times back home when i would get super frustrated but now i cherish those times, im looking forward to the future, i have a job but besides that i get to adventure. Japan is ok but if i plan right everything after japan can be amazing i need to save right and get some edjuhmuhkashyn, and...
thrice/inked in blood lyrics combined
dream of beauty
dream of passion
for the truth
that we are more
more then what they say
we’re more then carbon
and chemicals
we are the image
of the invisible
its not that i have anything enlightening to say
but i reckon ill say what it anyways
i should read my manual
and go to the gym
and stop being hungry
21 years now ive been hungry
ask any one in my family
im always hungry
doesnt matter what i eat
and the heaviest burdens in life
are certainly meant to be shared, for one person to try to take on such things would surely be suffocating, we are social beings, ment to be with others
just watched
a video from the rescue last year
im so stoked that happened
and i miss so many of those people
they where all amazing
i think im going to facebook a bunch of them right now
or something
i need to make some real friends here real quick
DEAR SNOW
i feel i must apologize for all the hurtful things i said about you
i just didnt understand you like i do now
you are amazing
we had a huge snow ball fight last night with running and throwing and massively huge snow balls slammed into peoples backs and knocking them down, it was awesome and not to mention the noodle place we went to, i dont remember the last time i ate that much that fast
...
sometimes i think its a food
who wishes upon himself wisdom and compassion
both are heavy burdens
both enable you to see the world
both make it incredibly hard to be selfish
both make you hurt
but both are great
my heart is heavy
bought a canon today but
talking to people, and what not i feel like i am here with purpose, Gods hand placed me here, and for him i will live, i have my barriers but even though i am far from home i still have some great friends there that i can type to and have great conversations, ya’ll have no idea how much you are loved by me and how much little things mean to me, i am far from home but my heart is with you, my...
well DUH
i feel like sarah will know what im talking about if she reads this
we dont forgive for any worldly reason and we def need to stop and make sure we do not respond to situations out of hurt, hate, anger or anything except love, countless times a day i wrong the giver of life and free will countless times i wrong the forgiver and countless times i am forgiven, and that is how we need to treat...
D.B.P
thats my life for the next few day, briefings and DBP which is death by powerpoint
snow is beautiful
but not much to report
though i do know the snow monkeys are north of here
today
got my drivers license today
no rain or snow
not much to report
got a big ol parka
SEX DRUGS AND ROCKNROLL
so all ive heard about off base so far is drink and sex
drink and sex
drink and sex
i need to find some people who are down for some GCF
GOOD CLEAN FUN
snow and rain
snow and rain all day
cold
briefings
cant wait to actually start work
bam
thoughts
i reckon even if no one reads this its good to take down my thoughts and what not, im pretty tired and jet lagged an and starting to think the 15 hour time difference will make it tough to really keep in good contact but being so far away means i will be able to purge my self of some poisons and change somethings around for the better, read the bible some tonight.
i never saw it snow untill i...
i guess this might only be for sarah and tess
got in around 0630 snowing when i got here, its a pretty decent sized room to my self. Every one at work seems pretty swell though the next few weeks are gonna be full of briefings.
im super tired
and hungry
<3
in alaska
hey now im in alaska on my way to misawa
long flight
slept prob half of it in short bursts
hopefully ill sleep more from here on out
pretty tired
